My children and I just looked at internet photographs of an Iraqi child’s beheaded body. Why would we expose ourselves to such horror? Because it is really happening. Because to carry on as if it were not happening would be to perpetuate the crime. Because even the ground cries out for us to acknowledge and respond to the shedding of innocent blood.
“Do I ask God to forgive them or do I ask Him to damn them?”
But having stared such atrocity in the face, what do we do with our newfound awareness? My son comes back into the kitchen teary–eyed, asking me what he can do about it. Send money to a charity? Write a letter to a politician? Our profound sense of horror is slowly replaced by a deep sense of helplessness. When faced with the reality of such unspeakable evil in our world, evil that at this moment is overpowering people no different than we, how do we even begin to pray?
“Lord, have mercy” runs through my mind again and again as I scroll through the footage of severed heads and gunned-down bodies. But what about the gunmen in the pictures, gloating over their fallen victims? My son asks the question that I am already thinking:
“Do I ask God to forgive them or do I ask Him to damn them?”
How can I think of mercy for those butchers while the aftermath of their carnage stares me in the face? They aren’t sorry. They plaster the evidence of their brutality all over the internet, boasting in their conquests, delighting in the devastation they have caused.
By the rivers of Babylon we sat and wept when we remembered Zion. There on the poplars we hung our harps, for there our captors asked us for songs, our tormentors demanded songs of joy; they said, “Sing us one of the songs of Zion!”
Psalm 137:1-3
All of a sudden the imprecatory psalms start making a lot more sense to me. No wonder they cry out for God to remember the atrocity these victims have endured. No wonder they recount to Him just how horrific it was. And no wonder they demand His judgment on the perpetrators.
How can we sing the songs of the LORD while in a foreign land? If I forget you, O Jerusalem, may my right hand forget its skill. May my tongue cling to the roof of my mouth if I do not remember you, if I do not consider Jerusalem my highest joy.
Psalm 137:4-6
How can we sing happy praise songs while our brothers and sisters are being slaughtered or running for their lives to different lands? If we forget their anguish, we may as well forget our own souls. There is a rightness to remembering, to allowing unresolved atrocity to interrupt the peaceful humdrum of our otherwise undisturbed lives. It is an expression of our true humanity, a reflection of God’s image within us that says, “This is not O.K.”
Remember, O LORD, what the Edomites did on the day Jerusalem fell. “Tear it down,” they cried, “tear it down to its foundations!”
Psalm 137:7
But we can’t just leave it at that. Awareness without action makes our souls sick. So we take our angst to the street, pounding on God’s door until He does something about it. “Remember what they did! Look at how bad it was! Take action, O God. You are the Judge of the world. Come down and make this right.”
O Daughter of Babylon, doomed to destruction, happy is he who repays you for what you have done to us–he who seizes your infants and dashes them against the rocks.
Psalm 137:8-9
But what exactly do we want Him to do? Decapitate their children, too? Repay them blow-for-blow for all the crimes they have committed? That doesn’t seem very Christian of us. Nor does shrugging off genocide as if it isn’t really a big deal. There must be some way to turn the other cheek while holding on to justice.
God will intervene in a way that compromises neither His justice nor His mercy.
The solution to that is beyond me. Thankfully, it is not up to me to arbitrate divine action. This is one of those moments when I am relieved not to be God, because I can’t be impartial. I can vent my unreserved outrage and my vindictive anger to Him, trusting His ability to act as both righteous Judge and merciful Savior. He can find a way to extend mercy while upholding justice. I think of the way He dealt with Saul, one of the original Christian killers.
So I repeat my prayer, “Lord, have mercy. Bring them down to their knees in repentance.”
But lurking underneath that hopeful request is the dark reminder that not all sinners repent. We cheer when the penitent Peters get re-instated, but we also breathe a deep sigh of relief when the hard-hearted Judases finally get what they deserve.
“One way or another, Lord, bring them down.”
My youngest daughter breaks into my reverie with a solution that resonates with my heart, if not my head.
“What if all the Christians in the world just made their own army and marched into Iraq to beat off those bad guys?”
I chuckle, wishing the world were that simple.
But has God not intervened in similar ways in the past? It may be that He will use our political lobbying and social awareness raising to change the outcome of this crisis. It may be that He will bring deliverance to His people through international military action, as He did in response to the Holocaust.
And though I don’t know what the Judge will do, I know what we can do. We can join in the lament for our Iraqi kin. We can beg Him to change the hearts of their oppressors. And we can swamp Him with petitions through fasting and prayer, asking Him to send in an army to protect His people.
Who knows? It could be the kind that comes marching through the treetops.
What a great article. It is so hard to deal with these issues as adults, let along help our children deal with them. This is a great perspective. Thanks for sharing.
I have to admit, Cheri, that I have second guessed the wisdom of exposing my children to such disturbing knowledge. There is something to be said for protecting their innocence, but I think it is also important to equip them to be world-changers rather than pain-avoiders. Being willing and able to engage the atrocities in this world is part of the solution. Hopefully I haven’t scarred them for life! 🙂
What can we do? What can we do? Everyone is shocked at what is happening but what can we do……………?
Call on the God of JUSTICE and TRUTH!!!
Thanks for sharing a great post!
God bless
Rolain
Yes, yes, and yes, Rolain. David asked the same question:
“When the foundations are being destroyed, what the righteous do?”
Psalm 11:3
He also came up with the same answer.
“On the wicked he will rain fiery coals and burning sulfur; a scorching wind will be their lot.
For the LORD is righteous, he loves justice; upright men will see his face.”
Psalm 11:6-7
Waiting with you for Him to act…
Humanity has been like this from the start. Until Heaven and Earth are united and the Holy Spirit comes on us all….we will have to wait and keep imploring on God to allow us some moments of release from the anguish and cruelty of ourselves. God Bless all the mothers and children in fear.
Collette – This is one of those times when we groan in the clutches of being caught between the “already” and the “not yet” of God’s Kingdom. How apt to keep praying the way He taught us: “Your kingdom come; Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.”